Emptiness

Rasa heartless, tak tahu nak buat ape dahhh. Life shouldn't be like this. I'm not say that I feel bored but I feel empty. Kosong, mcm xde jiwa langsung. Whatever I do, ase mcm ksong. Sampay la satu tahap tu, I just wondering apa sebenar ny tujuan I hdup. Selama 24 tahun hidup kat dunia nieyh, apa my contribution? Looks like no point. Mesty org akan komen Nunu ni mcm org tak bertuhan klu ckp cmtu an? No, it's not like that, but the point is here. Can you guys see in the positive way and open mind?

Nunu rasa, selama Nunu hidup 24 tahun hinggalah ke saat nieyh, Nunu rasa diri Nunu x bnyak sumbangan pun. Rasa useless je hidup nieyh. Rasa x brguna langsung. What is gonna happen in my penghujung? Either mati dalam husnul khatimah atau sebaliknye? Apakah amalan baik Nunu semua akan dikira, atau tidak sebenarnya. Its too scary to thinks far. Sometimes, I feel that I wanna dead early hence, I had no chance to repeat my sin again and again. Rasa tak sanggup nak berdosa agy. Rasa tak sanggup nak tanggung dosa agy. But then, when I think twice, triple and more and more.  I am not trying to make you guys feel scare or something that lead guys on that way. You guys should be positive because orang yang bijaksana adalah orang yang mengingati mati and I just want to keep reminding you guys supaya tak terlalu cintakan dunia. Letak dunia di tangan bukan di hati. Always be grateful. Walaupun kita tak secantik mana, walau kita tak sekaya mana, tapi kita semua tak pernah rasa cacat dan lapar kan? I have to keep moving on and no room for emptiness, even though I feel that my life is so difficult. I have a long journey to travel and btw, keep calm Nunu ! Haha

Belajar

Huwaaaaaa, okayh tetiba rasa macam nak menjerit harini. Hehehehe, rasanya macam harini nak berubah. Well, Hellooooo.. bukan nya sekarang Nunu tak baik ke jahat ke tapi Nunu nak berubah jadi lebih baik. Memperkemaskan bacaan Al-Qur'an dan lain lain. So, dah besar besar camni larh kena ada matlamat. Sebelum ni memang Nunu hidup memang xdop matlamat pun, dulu belajar so matlamatnya abiskan belajar, abis kelas makan, tidur, sembang, buat assignment dan bla bla blaaaaa. Matlamat dulu Nunu nak dekan ajo. Hahaha. Alhamdulillah, finally dapat jugak dekan untuk semester yang terakhir masa degree itu duloooo. Yeyeaaah, satu jihad Nunu yang agak ranjau dulu masa belajar degree. Walaupun x sehebat masa Diploma dulu dapat ANC. Hehehe, kenangan kenangan macam macam larh. Tak boleyh blah bila Nunu teringat balikssss. Ahahaha, so sweetttt. Okayh, Nunu dah mula rasa menyampah. Hehehe. Stop it Nunu !.  

Okayh, awan nano mula dah berkepul atas kepala Nunu sekarang. Kekeke. Cepat sembur petir hentikan kenangan yang duloooo. Ahahah. Zzzzzz. Tak kilat mana sangat larh Nunu ehhhh. 

Okayh, balik to the story. Hehehe, takde ape pun nak minta dari kalian kalian semua tapi hanyalah secubis doa. Hehehe, doa semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan dan semoga Nunu sentiasa istiqomah. Jeng jeng jeng. Nunu nieyh kalau diikutkan banyak kali dah berubah lepas tu jap agy sesat baliksss. Haisshhh, i need to charge my iman battery always. Lol. Ditambah dengan post ini adalah surat untuk diri sendiri supaya teringat balik ke pangkal jalan. Hehehe, whatever. Yang penting Nunu tahu ap yang Nunu buat cukuplah kot. 

In a nut of shell, mulakan dengan Bismillah :')

25 April 2013

Its a beautiful day *25 April 

I don't know why
You think that you could hold me
When you can't get by by yourself
And I don't know who
Would ever want to tear the seam of someone's dream
Baby, it's fine, you said that we should just be friends
While I came up with that line and I'm sure
That it's for the best
If you ever change your mind, don't hold your breath

'Cause you may not believe
That baby, I'm relieved
When you said goodbye, my whole world shines

Hey hey hey
It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling
If I'm drinking, then I'm buying
And I know there's no denying
It's a beautiful day, the sun is up, the music's playing
And even if it started raining
You won't hear this boy complaining
'Cause I'm glad that you're the one that got away
It's a beautiful day

It's my turn to fly, so girls, get in line
'Cause I'm easy, no playing this guy like a fool
Now I'm alright
Might've had me caged before, but not tonight

And you may not believe
That baby, I'm relieved
This fire inside, it burns too bright
I don't want to say "so long," I just want to say "goodbye"

It's a beautiful day and I can't stop myself from smiling
If I'm drinking, then I'm buying
And I know there's no denying
It's a beautiful day, the sun is up, the music's playing
And even if it started raining
You won't hear this boy complaining
'Cause I'm glad that you're the one who got away

'Cause if you ever think I'll take up
My time with thinking of our break-up
Then, you've got another thing coming your way
'Cause it's a beautiful day
Beautiful day
Oh, baby, any day that you're gone away
It's a beautiful day

Michael Bublé - It's A Beautiful Day (Boyce Avenue acoustic cover)